Excuses, Excuses

"I want to suck your blood" 

Yup, that is all I have for you.  Here's the latest.  I tested positive for the Lyme's since my last post....in other words, I was still actively infected. SURPRISE!!  So I had to do another round of treatment and guess what?  That didn't work.  I am now seeing a specialist who does not believe the Lyme Disease is the sole provider of my problems.  In other words, she believes that it may be masking something else going on within my body.  Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, blah, blah, blah.  All I know is I have given more blood to Lab Corp than I have cared too, I have more questions about my health than answers, more doctors appointments lined up than I care to go to, and I still feel like crap.

I truly hate this thing, it's evil I tell you!

I was looking back at one of my older posts that had popped up and realized, I truly, madly, deeply (yes, I am singing Savage Garden in my head right now) miss my blog. I miss writing in to the world of the unknown and seeing the stats rise and fall and answering the questions and comments that I get from complete strangers.

I miss having the energy to keep up with everything and feeling like I am doing something I really love, rather than sitting at my office being blah all the damn time.

I am seriously in bed by seven-freaking-thirty and probably asleep before the clock even hits eight p.m. It is quite ridiculous and I feel like a loser.  The good news is my doc prescribed me some happy pills to take the edge off since it seems that I have become depressed from being sick all the time.  The pills seem to be working "somewhat" and I know with time I will be back on here full-force and ready to go in no time!

Happy Pills are here to STAY!

For now I am extremely active on Twitter (@Queen_Nicole01), it's unhealthy really, and instagram (@queennicole01) chatting it up and such.

I have a ton of projects I am working on and I want to share them so please stay with me as I know I will be back soon. I just have too!

On that note I bid you adieu until later, singing (of course)

 I wanna stand with you on a mountain, I wanna bathe with you in the sea, I wanna lay like this forever....